Name:Sierra Country:United States State:West Virginia Birthday:6/23/1989 Gender:Female
Interests:I love Curtiss Miller and enjoy every minute that I spend with him. I LOVE TO EAT! When I'm not eating, I'm usually on the internet chatting or out for a jog. I used to run Cross Country and Track, but then I got really lazy and decided that food was more important to me. I also enjoy the outdoors, but don't mind short periods of relaxation, in which I watch TV or occassionally read. Occupation:Student
It's been a while... but things are as good as they possibly can be for me right now. Can't explain why in case someone reads it. I'm doing fairly well at Shepherd..my midterms aren't as good as I wanted them to be...but I have the last half of the semester to bring them up...2 As 2 Bs and a C. Not the kind of grades I'm used to getting, but I was told not to expect straight As...so yeah.
Things are going wonderfully with Curtiss...as always. We are trying to decide what to do for our 2 year anniversary on December 10th...but no matter what it is, I know we'll have a great time! So, like 7 more months until I'm out of here. Then I just have to work during the summer, see him on the weekends, and I'm off to WVU. I'm so excited. Time has been flying while I've been here...so it won't be long at all. Well, I'm so proud. Curtiss opened another account...even though I know he didn't want to at all! But I guess he just loves me sooooooooo much....that he did! Going to talk to him now. Hope all is well with everyone...and don't make me feel like I updated for no reason. I Love You, Curtiss!!! Looking forward to Saturday! Later!
I Love You, Curtiss!!!!! You are the most amazing guy in this world... You mean more to me than anything and give me so much to look forward to each and every day... Thanks for everything, honey!! You are the absolute best!! Muah!! XOXOOOOOOOO!!
I had an awesome weekend...Curtiss Friday, Curtiss Saturday, and
Curtiss Sunday. The more time I spend with him, the more I
realize how much I absolutely love being with him. Friday, we did
the whole Apple Blossom parade and downtown afterwards thing... I had
fun...as for Curtiss, he was bored... Saturday...dinner and
Prom...I enjoyed both...as for Curtiss, I'm not sure...
Sunday...after-prom...I had tons of fun being able to spend the night
with Curtiss...but I'm sure he was bored. So yeah, I had a great
weekend...as for Curtiss, you'll have to ask him. I really didn't
want to leave this morning, but I had no choice. It just hit me
today, when I woke up at 5 this evening lol, that high school is almost
over for me. I'm kind of scared now. Okay, so I'm not kind
of scared...I'm terrified. I don't know what the future holds for
me, but I think anything will do as long as I have Curtiss there with
me along the way. I love you guys...especially since you leave so
many damn comments for me...hope you can sense the sarcasm in that
statement. I Love You, Curtiss...and thanks for everything.
So, when I woke up this morning, I was doing some thinking and one of
the lines to this song popped into my head...so yeah...here's kind of
what's on my mind...
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)
Nobody's going to love me better
Imma stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
Imma stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
Imma stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
Imma stick with you
I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say
Nobody's going to love me better
Imma stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
Imma stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
Imma stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
Imma stick with you
And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say
Nobody's going to love me better
Imma stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
Imma stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
Imma stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
Imma stick with you
Nobody's going to love me better
Imma stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
Imma stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
Imma stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
Imma stick with you
So, it's not the greatest song in the world...but I can relate to most
of that. I Love You, Curtiss...Muah...xoxo!! Take care
everyone, and keep in touch, damn it! -Sierra
Name:
Sierra Whitney Collins
Birthday:
6/23/1989
Birthplace:
Winchester
Current Location:
Home
Eye Color:
Hazel?
Hair Color:
Brown
Height:
5'9"?
Right Handed or Left Handed:
Right
Your Heritage:
Don't care enough to ask...
The Shoes You Wore Today:
I haven't worn any all day...lol
Your Weakness:
Too many to list...
Your Fears:
Once again, too many...biggest, something happening to Curtiss
Your Perfect Pizza:
Having one of each kind would be perfect...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:
I
would like to be able to do something with my life that everyone would
be happy with...k, I just want my parents to be proud of me for
something...that's all
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
lol...but I promise, I'm laughing everytime I say it
Thoughts First Waking Up:
wonder what Curtiss is doing...right...NOW!
Your Best Physical Feature:
Didn't know I had any good physical features...ask someone else...
Your Bedtime:
I know..sad..but 9:30
Your Most Missed Memory:
having
my parents trust me enough to let me spend all of my time with
Curtiss..and talk whenever..and be allowed to go to WVU..and well, I
just wish I could have all of that back..
Pepsi or Coke:
Coke
McDonalds or Burger King:
McDonalds' burgers...Burger King's fries...which really doesn't make sense...
Single or Group Dates:
single...I like him all to myself
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:
Extra Sweet Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:
depends on what we are talking about...usually chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:
what's cappuccino
Do you Smoke:
Never
Do you Swear:
More often than I should
Do you Sing:
Ocassionally...but am careful of who I am around
Do you Shower Daily:
Yes, as often as possible...Curtiss, you've seen the results of me not showering daily...
Have you Been in Love:
I am now more than ever...
Do you want to go to College:
Yes...go ahead and ask me which one...
Do you want to get Married:
Of course...and there's only one person I know that would be a possible candidate
Do you believe in yourself:
Not always
Do you get Motion Sickness:
No
Do you think you are Attractive:
No
Are you a Health Freak:
Today,
no...tomorrow, yes...I can't make up my mind...if I continue that
pattern, just think, at least I will have eatten healthier for 1/2 of
my life...better than none...
Do you get along with your Parents:
NO
Do you like Thunderstorms:
That
sounds pretty good right about now...but I'm looking for more than just
the thunderstorm...Curtiss has to be included in the festivities...
Do you play an Instrument:
Now..no..before, I had years of guitar lessons
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
No
In the past month have you Smoked:
No
In the past month have you been on Drugs:
No
In the past month have you gone on a Date:
I don't really consider things dates when you are dating someone..but sure..
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:
They don't come in boxes...and no.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
Never have...something I'd like to try some day
In the past month have you been on Stage:
Like performing..or having goofy pics taken for the yearbook?
In the past month have you been Dumped:
No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:
No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:
No
Ever been Drunk:
No...I swear to drunk I'm not God...don't know why I said that...someone said that to me recently...hmm...
Ever been called a Tease:
Accused of teasing yes...called a tease...I don't know if that counts
Ever been Beaten up:
Black
eye from my bro...that count?...I guess that was the worst thing...the
rest was just a beating on a daily basis...You would have thought it
might have toughened me up...but we all see how well that worked
Ever Shoplifted:
No
How do you want to Die:
In Curtiss' arms
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:
Elementary School Teacher
What country would you most like to Visit:
I honestly don't know...whichever one Curtiss is in...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:
Hazel
Favourite Hair Color:
Brown
Short or Long Hair:
Longer and Curly
Height:
ehh..6'1"?
Weight:
145?
Best Clothing Style:
lol..blue and white all the time...any of this sound familiar...
Number of Drugs I have taken:
None
Number of CDs I own:
um...last time I counted, it was about 375 or so
Number of Piercings:
5
Number of Tattoos:
None
Number of things in my Past I Regret:
Two
Yeah, I was bored...Curtiss is home now and won't be online much...it
will make my life that much more boring... I Love You, once
again...lol.. Later everyone! -Sierra
Okay, so even though home life is really shitty, I am really looking forward to the next few months... It seems like I'm going to be really busy, and I think that will help things a lot... and of course, the fact that Curtiss will be SO much closer to me help more than anything. Pretty good mood... Just hope everything works out as planned... I love you all...but not anywhere close to how much I love you Curtiss!!! Muah! XOXO. I'll update soon...
Well, it's been a while since I really updated, and I feel bad asking
others to update and never do it myself...so, here it goes... I
feel like I've been on a roller-coaster for the last week or
so... One day can be absolutely perfect but on the next, nothing
seems to go the way I want it to. As for today, it would be one
of those days... It's hard to know that someone you love so much
is and has seemed pretty depressed for what seems like forever but is
only a few days...and not know the cause or how to help it. You
can sit there and guess what's wrong...but there is no guarantee that
person will tell you what is actually wrong when you guess it...and
that would just be annoying to nag at the person... You can wait
and hope that this person can resolve whatever problems he or she may
be having on his or her own...but when will that be...and can the
problems even be solved by this person on their own at all?...
What if you are the problem and they are just too nice to tell
you?... You are really worried about the person, but they don't
seem to want any help... So, I guess there is no choice but to
check up on them and hope that they will actually come to you if they
ever need your help... That's kind of where I am...waiting for
someone to need my help...so i can attempt to make them the glowing person that they usually are... So
yeah... and then, there is this person that you have gotten to be
pretty good friends with over time...and you sometimes even consider
your brother, as your own brothers have already moved on with their
lives and don't even remember where home used to be... Your
"brother" suddenly thinks very lowly of you and doesn't explain why or
anything and won't even speak to you anymore...but as for why...who
knows? If it was something you did, you don't know...but can't
imagine what it could have been... So you try to work things out
with this person, but they choose not to and just get up and walk
away... So you are left there wondering where you stand and what
to do next... So, once again, a situation of mine... You
can't be happy knowing that the person you love most is not happy and
the person you thought you were pretty close to decides that life can
go on perfectly fine without you... For some reason, this is all
I can think about... I am afraid of losing the connection I had
with the one...and as for the other, I think he or she will give in
pretty soon...hopefully tomorrow in first block. So, yes,
Curtiss...we need to talk about this and I need to know what is going
on... I really can't take not knowing what to do for you or how
to help... I'm kind of lost... So, I'm worried about
Curtiss...I don't know why Travis hates me...I'm ill...and I have a lot
of things on mind, none of which I know what will happen... So,
that was a weird-ass entry...but that's just a little bit of what's
going through my mind this very minute... I Love You,
Curtiss... I hope everyone is doing alright... Hope to hear
from you soon... Take care, all... Love to all!
This song is my obsession for today...
"Going Crazy"
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)
[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
